『 sacrifice 』

We were talking about the mum who is divorced half a year ago . she is only 24years old now ,but she is a mother of 2 children already . the older sone is 6, thats mean she become a mother since she was 19. waw , that is really young age .
I was so suprest that American girls have children when they so young .
I will not do that , I like children a lot , even more than othere girls . I am cute and they r cute too . I feel I am always can not growing up to be a real lady or parents . How I wish that I having a baby with the man who I loved . Would be charming. But that is a wish ,At least I dont think I can be a really good mother . because I know that you must sacrifice a lot of things of your life . you must responsible for her . and that responsible is not only Money or Food .
There is probably some guilt involved in not spending enough time with my dog , thats why I say like that . I hink someone had better to have a dog at first before have a baby.
I will not devorced when we have children , expect he want kill me or he is an really asshole !